Today I came home from Tina and Raul house.. for those who dont know I am 'working' there as a Nanny of their kids.. After the day I saw Jon and the friest thing that I told him was about how my day was.. NO easy at all.. I had struggles with the younger boy.. he was just not listening at what i was telling him and he was desobeying me at all.. I stared getting really mad and it just frustrated my day.. I can keep telling bout that but it makes remember that I had a bad day..
I came home and Jon and I started reading the Bible and praying.. I started telling God that I want Him to show me His way for me.. the way that i should be followin.. it is difficul to keep your focus when you have so much things to think about and and things to work out when you are just married.. it is fun but sometimes difficult.. Anyway I was prayin and I started reading Psalm 32 that talks about confessing your sins to God and He is going to forgive you..
I just said: God please take away from me that that is obstructing/hindering me to be focus in You and that is blocking Your blessings for me..Then I acknowledged my sin to God and He did not cover up my iniquity. I said, "I will confess my transgressions to the LORD "— and He forgave the guilt of my sin. And the I read this verse on Psalm 32:8 -I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you.- Maybe this doesnt make any sense to you but for me was an incredible answer.. because is God telling me that He is taking care of me and He is going to show me the way that I should take.. So I can be walkin in His will..
Thank you God for this day and for the awesome things that you have for me.. I decide to walk toward your will and never forget about you.. keep showing me the way that You want me to go.. I love you.. Amen